IN
MEMORY
OF
MOTHER
OF
BLESSED
MEMORY
IntroductionThis poem was written in Europe at the time of the death of Allmah Iqbls
mother. It is not only an expression of his grief on this sad incident but is
also an expression of the philosophy of life and death and the grief created by
them. It expands the thoughts expressed in Poem No. 82 Falsafah-i-Gham
(The Philosophy of Grief). In spite of realizing that everything in the universe
is subject to the Will and Command of God the news of his mothers death was
too hard to bear. He reminisces his whole life and recapitulates some memorable
events of his domestic life. He explains with several examples , that death is a
transitory phase in existence and is not designed to annihilate a person. The
last verse of stanza 8 is important. By comparing man with stars he presents the
Islamic concept of mans superiority over the rest of creation. The last two
verses of stanza 10 are important. Though time mitigates all grief the loss of
his mother has caused him so much grief that time cannot reduce it. The poem
ends in a supplication to God for his mother.
TranslationEvery particle of the universe is a prisoner of destiny Prudence is a cover for helplessness and compulsion The sky, the sun and the moon all are helplessThe fast moving stars are compelled to movingBreaking is the end of flower buds pitcher in the gardenThe gardens verdure and flowers are also compelled to grow It may be nightingales song or conscience silent callEverything is chained in the same universal chain!When this secret of helplessness becomes evident to the eyeThe turbulent flood of tears in the heart dries upThe dance of pleasure and grief does not remain in the human heartThe song remains but the pleasure of treble and bass does not remain Knowledge and wisdom are robbers of tears and sighs wealthThat is the intelligent heart is a piece of diamond!Though the dews freshness does not exist in my garden My eye is not enriched with the red tearsAh! I am aware of the secret of human afflictionsBut my natures orchestra is unaware of complaints songThe story of vicissitudes of time does not come on my lipsMy heart is not astonished, not laughing, not cryingBut O messenger, your picture is one of constant wailingAh! this is the contradiction of my firm wisdom!Lifes foundation becomes lasting with overflowing wailingThe hard hearted Intellect is embarrassed with the knowledge of pathosMy mirror is bright with the wave of sighs smokeMy skirt is full with the treasure of tearsThe miracle of your picture has surprised meWhich has completely changed the flight of timeAs if it brought the past and present together It acquainted me again with the age of infancyWhen that feeble soul was being nurtured by your sideWhose tongue was not adequately familiar with talkingAnd whose linguistic spice is now the subject of conversationThe pearls of whose jewel-shedding eyes are pricelessThe learnings serious discourses, the shrewdness of old ageThe dignity of worldly honors, the pride of young ageWe descend from the positions of dignity in lifeWe descend as a simple child in the lap of the motherWe are laughing informally, we are free from care We are once more living in the same lost paradiseAh! Who will now be waiting for me in the homeland?Who will become restless by not getting my letter?I will come to your grave carrying this lamentTo whose thoughts will I come in the midnight prayers?With your up-bringing I became fortunate like starsThe house of my ancestors became a source of pride Your life was written in gold letters in the existence bookYour life was a full lesson of secular and religious educationYour love remained in my service for your whole life When I was able to serve you, you did not surviveThat youth who equals the slender cypress in stature 1Who became more fortunate in serving you than meThat constant companion of mine in the business of lifeThat picture of yours in love, that source of my strengthHe is crying like a helpless infant for youHe is crying with impatience from morning till eveningThe love whose seed you planted in our lifes fieldBy the grief of separation that love became more firmAh! This world, this mourning place for the young and old!In what a strange ever-changing prison man is imprisoned!How difficult it is to live! How easy it is to die!In the existence garden death is cheap as breeze!There are earthquakes, thunderbolts, famines, afflictionsHow diverse the daughters of the mother of time are!In poor mans hovel, in rich mans mansion is deathIn forest, house, city, garden, wilderness is deathDeath is tumultuous in the silent oceanBoats are drowned in the lap of deathNeither there is ability to complain, nor power of speechLife nothing but is a yoke choking the throatIn the caravan nothing but bells wailing existsNothing except the valuable weeping eye exists!However, this period of trial will also come to its endBehind the skys nine orbits there are other orbits also 2What if the tulips and roses in this garden are afflicted?What if nightingales are compelled to wail and complain?The bushes, which are burnt by the sighs of the autumnWill green up when the breezes of the invigorating spring flowWhat if our spark is asleep in the dust of the shield?What if this handful of dust is our temporary abode?The end of the fire of life is not in the ashes!This is not the jewel whose destiny is breaking!Life is such a beloved in the eye of NatureLifes preservation is in everythings natureIf the deaths hand could efface lifes pictureThe system of the universe would not have made it so commonIf it is cheap then think that death is nothingJust as there is no break in living by sleepingAh ! O imprudent one! Deaths hidden secret is something
different!The instability of the picture exhibits something different!The picture of wind over water is sights paradiseBy break in the restless wave it makes the bubblesIt conceals it again in the skirt of the wave!How mercilessly it demolishes its own pictureIf the wind could not create its bubble againThe wind would not have broken it so carelesslyWhat is the effect of this custom on the form of creation?This is the proof of the power of wind over creationIf the existence nature be not in search of
longingIt would never be in search of the better form!Ah ! The restless mercury, the sky brightening starsThe heat of these sparks is obligated to the nightTheir antiquity is bewildering to the IntellectThe history of the human race is a mere moment for themThen this Man whose vision is directed to the celestial worldWho is more immaculate in his goals than qudsis 3Who is lighted up like a candle in the assembly of NatureIn the expanse of whose nature celestial world is a mere dotWhose ignorance is restless to know the TruthWhose nail is the plectrum to the harp of existenceIs this flame inferior than the skys sparks even?Is our sun less precious than the stars even?The eye of flowers seed is awake even under the soilHow restless for growth and development the seed is The flame of life which is concealed in this grain Is under compulsion for self-assertion and growthEven with the graves cold it cannot become dispiritedEven by being buried under soil it cannot become cold!Becoming a flower, it comes out of its graveThat is it gets the robe of life from its deathGrave is the organizer of its scattered powersWhich is throwing its rope-ladder round skys neckDeath is the name of the renewal of lifes tasteBehind the veil of sleep it is a message of awakeningThe one accustomed to flight is not afraid of flight!Death in this garden is nothing but readying for flight!People say that the pain of death is incurableSeparations wound is cured with times salveBut the heart where the grief of the dead ones is livingIs free from the loop of the chain of morning and eveningMournings wailing does not stop with the spell of timeTime is no salve for the wound of separations swordWhen some sudden calamity befalls usTears come out of the eyes constantly The heart becomes accustomed to wailing and complaintThe hearts blood drips from the tearful eyesThough Man is deprived of the power of patienceThis sub-conscious feeling always exists in his natureThe essence of Man does not become annihilatedHe disappears from sight but is not annihilatedThe baggage of life is dust with the flame of griefThis fire is cooled with this subtle feelings waterAh! This control of wailing is not negligence silenceThis consolation is awareness, it is not forgetfulness!When the dawn manifests itself from the eastIt washes away the nights stain from the worlds skirtIt clothes the melancholy tulip in red garbIt makes the silent bird intoxicated with musicThe song is freed from the nightingales breastThe morning breeze is so full of hundreds of tunesThose who in rose beds, mountains and brooks were sleepingAt long last in the morning the bride of life are embracingIf the law of life is that every night dawn beWhy the end of Mans grave should not his dawn beThe net of my silvery imagination is universalIn which I have imprisoned your remembrance!The affliction stricken heart is filled with your memoryAs in the Kabah the expanse is filled with supplications!The sequence of Divine commands which is called lifeIts manifestations are covering myriad of unstable worldsThe ways of every stage of life are differentHereafter also is a marshaling place of life!Nothing is available there to the deaths fieldBut the climate is favorable for actions seedThe light of nature is not imprisoned in bodys darknessThe expanse of the human thought is not so narrowYour life was brighter than even the moonYour journey was better than even that of the morning starMay your grave be bright like the dawns mansionMay this dusty bed-chamber of yours be light-filled!May the sky be spraying dew on your grave!May the freshly grown grass be guarding this house!
Explanatory
Notes1.
Allusion to his younger brother, which extends up to the end of this stanza.
2.Allusion
to the nine planets of the suns solar system and existence of other systems
beyond it.
3 .Qudss
They
are the angels surrounding the Divine Throne.